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Finally my prayers were heard. First of all, I started watching an anime that is literally everything I needed, it made me understand myself better and enjoy adolescence a little more. I'm very happy. I also finished a face-to-face course of 4 classes, I met new people, made friends and had the best 4 classes of my life. We were so united and genuine, you know? Just teenagers being who they are the way they are. I couldn't be happier, I'm excited for Christmas and the new year. Oh and by the way, my piercing healed after a long time, it is healed and fine. I don't know when I'll be back again so Merry Christmas and New Year to whoever is reading this
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I hate being a teenager, I hate being different, I hate being a girl, I hate everyone I live with, I hate everything I do, I hate everything that reminds my shitty life of just following a repetitive routine. Nothing makes me happy anymore, I can't be true to anyone, I can't be happy. I hate interacting, I hate being alone, I hate being so retarded to the point of comparing myself to lives that don't exist. I want to disappear
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I have a lot of friends but I'm not anyone's favorite friend. I don't have a best friend who I can tell all my secrets to and know that she won't spread it to just anyone. I can't fall in love with anyone, I can't meet new people because I never leave the house. I feel terrible saying this but I feel like I've gotten bored with some of my friendships. It's always the same lame jokes talking nonsense and honestly, I can't find any of them funny. I feel like no one really knows or understands me. The best memories I have from my adolescence are often of me alone. Changing the subject now, tomorrow I'm going to get my ear pierced and I'm very happy ^⁠_⁠^! I'm also going to miss school, which makes me even happier. Later, if I remember, I'll tell you everything about how it was. Have a great day ;⁠)

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Sep. 20th, 2024 07:36 pm
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I don't want to go to church TT
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Today was a really fun day at school! And when I arrived, my father had bought me snacks and I was very happy. I'm really excited because my brother and I can stay up later today. Tomorrow I'm going to start packing my things for the event I'm going to. I'm very happy and excited. Have a nice day ^⁠_⁠^
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I'm very happy because this week I'm going to a geek event wearing a cosplay for the first time! I'm going to go with Abbey Bominable and I'm sure it will be a lot of fun. Today I deeply regretted not buying Lacey's plush but it happens (laughs) I hope this week is good. I received news that one of my favorite comics is getting a movie coming out next year. The Dog Man comic! I'm so excited!!
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Today was a normal day as always, tiring. But it was also a lot of fun and when I got home I made a beautiful drawing and learned to write it in Mandarin: 我喜欢你, 我很爱你, 在你心里 , 你很美丽. I'm proud of myself. Have a good day *⁠\⁠0⁠/⁠*
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